A New Starts

I think this is the 1st time I start writing blog in my uni life. Uni life is a pitty ans difficult to pass through's life.

today after my presentation, i recall back that i oledi started my uni life about 4month. this 4month pass like half year. it is difficult and suffer. the difficult  and suffer things is not on my studies but is on managing a new relationship between uni friends. some  of my friends, i can  chat with them without any pressure and able to make me relax and without pressure. but some of them , will make me scare to chat with them. i think the main problem is their speaking type is trying to hurt you and always acted like leader and everythings wan to control you and make you unable to disobey them. 

because their act, will make me always keep quiet and not like talk more. i scare if i say something wrong, their eyes and words will kill me. And know , silences is my protection  for my self . the aim i go kl is for studies and not come play. I not same as you guys, you guys oledi west m'sia ppl.still got parents caring, and back hometown easily if got anythings happens. i cant.because staying far and i will look down by my siblings and  relatives.


Do you know, when i always see you guys wall post or hearing you guys will back hometown, i will jealous you guys every time.cz u guys really can easily meet your family members. when my family members  call me, i always acted strong and independence infront them so that they will not worry. but soemtimes, when finished call,i will cry it out...